Sometimes, when we lose some things we win others... Sometimes we think "What do I win?", "Why me?", "Why She
and not me?"...
Sometimes we say "No, never...", "That won't happen to me.", "I will never like this
" like if we knew, like if we had all the knowledge of the world.
Sometimes we realize the impact of someone in our life when they are not there anymore
; While you have them with you it is all fine, but when they are gone, your world falls down... It is destroyed ...And takes time to re-build it again...
It's incredible how little things
can be so big and important in our lifes. Little creatures that live with us daily, share their lifes, share their love; their pure love
... Give you everything, teach you things... Because they give you everything they have, no matter the way you are or look; They keep nothing for themselves; Some people call them PETS.
Some people can't really value them, are only "things" that are there, to take care of the house, just to be there... But for other people, they are friends, the only company, brothers and sisters.
It is time for us people, to realize that we can learn from those who give us everything. We are those who can do everything by themselves,
or... that's what we think, right?
those who never depends on someone else, those who think that another creature is not important and take their lives like if it is nothing only because they are "less". Less? No, they are indeed more... more than us.
This year I learnt that I don't have the last word, that I do depend on someone else, that I am not more than others, and the most important thing: "I should never say never".
I'm a person that spent more than half of her life saying two things:
1.- I will never* have something with a "Gringo".
2.- I will never* have a cat, I don't like them.
Really? I laugh now, even if I have tears in my eyes. I read back those statements and just laugh...
If you only knew, how important you two are to me... How much you have taught me, because thanks to you two I've learnt too many things in the last two years.
If she only knew how much it hurts, to come back home only to realize that my little friend, my sister, my company is not there anymore waiting for me... If she only knew that I never looked for her only to have fun, but because she was one of my pillars.
She was there while the Love of my life and my Mother were far away... She would be here, while He is still that far...
Everytime I couldn't stand the distance anymore, she was there... Waiting for me, looking for me or just to play with me even when I was tired, to distract me, like if she knew that I needed her...
My cat, my friend, my sister, my company, my pillar...
My little Black Angel; my Sassy, I love you and I miss you.
And for you, Love of my life... Thanks for always being there, in your way, because YOU are the reason I wake up every day.For Sassy, my cat (who passed away last December 12th) and my man *Rau-Le-Creuset
... I love you.